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All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around I've been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down And its taking me this long baby but I figured you out And you're thinking we'll be fine again but not this time around
You don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw Don't want to hurt anymore And you can tell me that you're sorry But I don't believe you baby like I did before You're not sorry no more, no, no
Looking so innocent I might believe you if I didn't know Could'a loved you all my life> If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold And you got your share of secrets And I'm tired of being last to know And now you're asking me to listen Cause its worked each time before
You had me calling for you honey And it never would've gone away no You use to shine so bright But I watched all of it fade . . .
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[25 Feb 2008|05:57pm] |
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I can't fucking believe this . With him was no better than being without him . I feel like im in a fucking hole & i can't climb out . My heart is so heavy , I don't know how to fix it . It has never felt more broken than now . i want to scream and yell & until I can't scream anymore & I don't have a voice to . What is this existence for ? Why do I even bother ? If it's always gonna be him , whats the point ? That's really why I don't date . My heart and head aren't in it . I wish i could find him . Just to talk to him . To . . . something . I don't know . What I do know is that i hate this & it's just as unbearable as being with him . WHERE IS THE MEDIUM . DOES IT END ? IT DRIVES ME CRAZY . MY HEAD NEVER STOPS & I CAN'T GO THAT FAST .
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 Thats right. I made my journal friends only. I decided that bc..well I forget why, but comment here If you want to be added.
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